Sunday, November 2, 2008

Reflections on Memoirs of an Ordinary Pastor

This book probably would not have caught my eye on the store shelf, but it was mentioned to me by the Executive Director of our Conference by way of encouraging the faithfulness of ordinary pastors.  I checked on the review by Tim Challies and decided to buy it.

 Written by Don Carson about his father’s pastoral ministry in Quebec, it begins with an interesting, short history of Quebec, including its root in Catholicism and the spread of the Gospel.  From there it recounts the life and ministry of Tom Carson.  Don Carson sets out his reason for writing this book in the Preface.  After mentioning that a few pastors are extremely gifted and productive he, writes,

 “Most of us, however, serve in more modest patches.  Most pastors will not regularly preach to thousands, let alone tens of thousands.  They will not write influential books, they will not supervise large staffs, and they will never see more than modest growth…Most of us—let us be frank—are ordinary pastors.  Dad was one of them.  This little book is a modest attempt to let the voice and ministry of one ordinary pastor be heard, for such servants have much to teach us” (p. 9).

 Carson tells the story of his Dad’s life, interspersed with writings from his father’s journals and letters, and mixed with his own comments and applications. 

 I found the book to be both encouraging and convicting.  Some of the encouragement came from seeing much of myself in Tom Carson.  He was quite introspective and hard on himself, often journaling about his weaknesses and perceived failures and discouragements.  That may not seem like encouragement, but it is good to know one is not alone in feeling some of these things.  Even though he struggled with such things he was sure of his calling and continued to serve the Lord in some sort of pastoral ministry right to the end of his life(in his 80s).  I appreciated the author’s thoughts and comments in talking about this aspect of his Dad.  He says,

 “…I think it wise to pause here and reflect a little on the discouraging face of this chapter.  The longer I have spent getting  to know pastors in many small and medium-size churches (and some larger ones!), the more I have become aware of the chasms of discouragement through which many of them pass.”

 He continues on to offer some great insights into dealing with pastoral discouragement.  I’ll share some of that another time.

 The convicting aspects come in that, though he struggled with his own adequacy, Tom Carson seemed tireless in his ministry.  In spite of being “ordinary” he was hard-working and faithful to his calling.  At over seventy years of age he was still working anywhere from five to eleven hours a day on top of caring for a sick wife!  When I read of his work ethic and compare it to my own, I come out feeling even less than ordinary!  There is discouragement in that, but also motivation.

 There is much more that could be said and I plan to blog further on various comments in the book, but in closing I’d like to suggest who might benefit from this book:

*Ordinary pastors of small churches; especially those needing encouragement

*Anyone who would like more insight into the life of a small-church pastor

*Anyone interested in a snapshot of Christian ministry in Quebec

*Anyone who doubts that God can use ordinary people

 That’s all for now,

 Dave    

Thursday, October 30, 2008

My Thoughts on the ESV Study Bible

My copy of the new ESV Study Bible arrived last week.  The ESV has been around for about seven years now; the study Bible for a few weeks.  Well known Christian leaders have given the version high marks.  For example:

"The ESV satisfies the preaching, memorizing, studying, and reading needs of our church, from children to adults. We are building all of our future ministry around it.”  John Piper

"The translation is outstanding. The ESV achieves a new standard in accurate Bible translations for our day."  Dr. R. C. Sproul

The study Bible gets equally rave reviews.  

"An invaluable and inexhaustible resource... I am deeply grateful for this magnificent work." Nancy Leigh DeMoss

"Finest study tool I've seen in 50 years of Bible teaching."  Jerry Bridges

With that kind of support what more needs to be said?  Well...at risk of showing my ignorance more than anything else, I want to share my thoughts on the new ESV Study Bible.  I find that the English flows much better than the NASB which makes it a good Bible for public reading.  The study notes and helps are excellent.  And I love that when you buy the study Bible you also receive access to the whole thing online.  

But I struggle with some of the interpretation choices I've come across in recent study.  Romans 12:16 in the NASB says "Be of the same mind toward one another."  ESV says, "Live in harmony with one another."  I don't think they necessarily mean the same thing and from what I can tell, the NASB better represents the Greek.  I see the same kind of thing in Romans 14:1.  NASB: "Now accept the one who is weak in faith."  ESV: "As for the one who is weak in faith, welcome him."  Is welcoming someone the same as accepting them?  I claim virtually no knowledge of the original languages; I am undoubtedly out-classed in this by the people I have quoted above.  So perhaps I am way off base here and over my head.  Perhaps I'm trying to make something out of nothing.

Perhaps for me, it is really about preference.  I have been reading, studying and memorizing the NASB for over twenty years now, since I was told in Bible school that it was the most literal translation.  Obviously I have grown accustomed to and comfortable with it.  Could it be simply that, as the previous generation was unwilling to give up the KJV, I prefer to cling to what has become familiar?  

I do plan to use the ESV for some personal and public reading.  I will make good use of the study aids and will include this translation for study comparison.  But for now, I plan to keep the NASB as my main study and pulpit Bible and if anyone asks, will continue to make it my recommendation. 

Grace and peace,

Dave

Saturday, October 25, 2008

New Books!

I love books! I love reading. I even love bookstores. I can spend an hour and a half easy in a book store, especially a Bible book store. Besides my kids and grandchildren, that's probably what I miss most about our move. That and a Harvey's hamburger once in a while. The closest Christian bookstores are four hours away!

We do have a decent library here, but there aren't many new Christian books to choose from. I already have a somewhat bad habit of reading too much secular fiction. I don't think that's wrong, but I can easily get in the rut of only reading secular fiction. And you have to be so careful of what you choose in the secular market to avoid a lot of sexual content. I need to be filling my mind with better quality material. In Spiritual Leadership, J. Oswald Sanders wrote,

"The leader who intends to grow spiritually and intellectually will be reading constantly...Leaders should determine to spend a minimum of half an hour a day reading books that feed the soul and stimulate the mind."

It's not quite the same as going into a bookstore and browsing the shelves, picking up books, reading the reviews and the Table of Contents, but I am thankful for online stores like Amazon. And thanks to a generous budget line for professional development from my church, I recently ordered and received several new Christian books from Amazon Canada.

Five of the seven I ordered came this week so I'm excited. I chose a couple on the recommendations of some Conference leaders and the rest by reading reviews on Tim Challies' blog. I tried to get a good variety of topics. I ended up with:

ESV Study Bible
Memoirs of an Ordinary Pastor--D. A. Carson
The Discipline of Spiritual Discernment- Tim Challies
The Reason for God- Timothy Keller
Who Stole My Church? -Gordon MacDonald
Still to come: When Sinners Say I Do- Dave Harvey; Polishing God's Monuments-Jim Andrews.

I'll let you know what I think of them as I get them finished-some sort of book review. Whether that interests you or not, it will help me to be accountable to get them read in a timely fashion.

I'd also like to know what you're reading at the moment or have recently finished. I've put a poll question in the side bar for you to let me know what genres you prefer to read. Not a lot of choices there, but it may be interesting to see the results(you can choose more than one category). And if you have a recommendation for me, please let me know that too. Looking forward to hearing from you.

Grace and peace,
Dave



Help! I Can't Sleep

I got up at 4:30 this morning.  I didn't really want to, but I wasn't sleeping so I thought I could use my time better than lying in bed.  The reason, you ask?  Promise not to laugh?  This always seems to happen to me when we are getting up early to travel somewhere.  I don't know why.  Excitement?  You wouldn't think a four hour trip to pick up my wife's brother from the airport would cause that kind of excitement.  Afraid of sleeping through the alarm?  Maybe.  Anyone else have this problem?  Whatever it is, I just can't seem to shut my mind down concerning the trip and all kinds of other things.  I was lying there at 3:45 thinking about some things I could add to my previous blog entry to make it a little better.  Ridiculous!

Well the alarm is set to go off in 7 minutes so I'd better finish this off.  So if you hear I met my demise by driving off the road or running into a moose, you'll know why.  (-:

Grace and peace,

Dave

Friday, October 24, 2008

Another Lesson at the Gas Station

This lesson could have come in any setting but it was another gas station episode for me.  Not that it was a big deal, just a good reminder.

I had a clear lane of two gas pumps to pull up to.  I make it a habit to pull up to the furthest so someone can pull in behind me, but today the second pump was out of order so I stopped at the first.  A truck behind me suddenly swerved around me and the guy gave me a dirty look like I should have pulled up further.  I could almost hear what he was thinking:  "What a stupid jerk!  He couldn't pull up twenty more feet?!  People don't think of anyone but themselves!!!!"  I can imagine such words, or worse, because they've been on my minds and lips many times before in similar situations.  Of course when he got to where he thought I should have been he realized his mistake and had to turn back around to get to the pumps on the other side.

How many times have we judged someone's actions and motives without seeing the whole picture?  I've done it many times, and probably many more than I even realize.  It is so easy to jump to conclusions and think wrongly about people.  

As I write this, I ask myself how I can try to respond better.  I think patience is part of the answer.  Always being in such a hurry about everything is a sure way to misjudge people.  Forming a habit of thinking the best of people, starting with giving them the benefit of the doubt instead of thinking the worst will also go a long way to fixing this.  And finally, when it's possible, good communication is vital: asking a question for clarification instead of assuming you know what they meant.

I'm glad I was on the receiving end of this glare instead of handing it out this time.  It's a good reminder.

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"  Matthew 7:3

Dave 

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The Wonder of Creation

I love God's creative power and work!  I am so thankful to God that He has given me such an appreciation for His creation.  Whether it's the power of a thunder storm or the delicate beauty of a tiny flower or an ant, the works of God are amazing and direct my thoughts to His greatness and beauty.

"For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made, so that they are without excuse."  Romans 1:20

If you revel in the creative power of God, you may be interested in a new blog I recently discovered.  It comes from RBC Ministries and is called The Wonder of Creation.  The writer looks at various aspects of creation and relates it all to God.  I'm putting it in my list of Blogs of Interest to remind me to check back regularly.  Check it out.

Dave 

God's Faithfulness

I was lamenting to my son tonight that I've run out of ideas to blog about.  Call it a dry period or writer's block, whatever.  But then I got thinking about how awesome our God is and that reminded me of a Scripture that touched me recently.

Before I go to that Scripture I have a couple other thoughts to tie in with it.  We were talking about faith in our adult SS class this morning.  What is faith?  How does it work?  Trust was mentioned as a synonym.  We talked about faith needing to be placed in God, not in self and not merely faith in faith.  But what can we trust God for?  Can we trust Him for whatever we think we want or need?  That's not biblical faith.  We have faith that God can do anything, but it isn't biblical faith to say we believe He will do whatever we want.  Rather, I believe faith is believing in what God has promised us.  If He has said it, we can believe it.  If He hasn't said it we can't expect it.

So what can we trust God for in this economic crisis?  Having sold our house in Alberta to move here and not needing to buy a house here because the church had a house for us, we have some money for the first time in our lives.  But that's not money to waste.  We will need to buy a house again at some point in the future.  So that money has been put into the money markets to grow.  Terrible timing!  The past year and a half has been dismal for such investing.  On paper at least, we have lost a considerable portion.  Where will it end?  Can we trust God to come through for us and spare us this loss?  Can we trust Him to protect our money and make it grow?  I don't see any such promises or guarantees that we can count on.  Rather we need to trust God Himself to do what is best for us, to teach us to depend on Him alone.  That's where this Scripture from Habakkuk fits.  I want to declare with the prophet(even though I struggle with it at times):

"Though the fig tree should not blossom, and there be no fruit on the vines, though the yield of the olive should fail, and the fields produce no food, though the flock should be cut off from the fold, and there be no cattle in the stalls, Yet I will exult in the Lord.  I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.  The Lord God is my strength, and He has made my feet like hinds' feet and makes me walk on my high places."  Habakkuk 3:17-19

Dave